Monday, November 16, 2009

When did I get big girls?

Today they were able to crawl up on mommy and daddys bed all by themselves. It's cute but sad at the same time. For weeks they've been able to get off the bed but never on. They ask for milk when they are thirsty, point to the stuff they want and we get lots of hugs and kisses.

Work is going on as usual. My routine is still overwhelming and although it's working out, selfishly it's not. I get my kids for an hour in the morning and two hours at night. It's not enough but I keep reminding myself that it's for the best and we'll get through it.

I registered them for daycare. Monday, Wednesday and Friday but the waiting list is 8-10 months long so I'm hoping they get in around June but they will def be in by Sept because I work for them and well if I don't have a spot I can't work haha.

The holidays are coming and I start to miss family like crazy. They are all 1100 miles away. I thought if I had the girls, the need to go home would go away but it doesn't. It only got stronger because now I want to bring the girls to my family for christmas and the only day I get off is christmas so there is no time to go home :(. It is what it is but I'm thinking in a few years we will get to go home for the holidays.