Sunday, April 13, 2008
I have finished 25 weeks of my pregnancy and feel that I'm nearing the last leg of this journey. Today I took out their coming home outfits, cut the tags off (of course saved them for their baby books) and layed them in the crib along with socks and mittens to match. I need to get them hats because it will be July and I read that babies need to wear hats. Maybe we'll use them, maybe we won't but I layed them out and I can't wait until my babies are in them. Yesterday, I was folding the blankets and burping clothes and pictured myself holding my babies in these blankets and may of believed for a second that this is actually going to happen. I am actually going to get to be a mommy. It only lasted for a second and it was gone again. Infertility takes a lot away from you. Makes you suffer and when you think it's over, it isn't. I'm prepared for them but fear getting my hopes up. In a few weeks I will wash all of their stuff and get the bags ready. Each step is one step closer to what I've waited for for 4 years!