So it's a New Year. As a rule I don't make resolutions, I don't make big plans for the New Year BUT this year I want to do several things.
I want to stop being the run down, always exhausted, naraotic person that I've become. Okay, so I may continue to be naraotic, it's just my nature but I want to let lose and enjoy what I have more.
I want to stop concentrating on those who obviously do not want me in their lives, which is evident by me trying to reach out and getting barely anything in return. There are a few.
I want to get back into shape. I LOVE working out. I LOVE aerobics. I LOVE all those fitness videos, weights, running, taking long walks and swimming. What I don't like is finding the time to do said things. I know some of my friends wake up at 530 in the morning and go for a 2 hour run. Then get ready for work. My day starts at 6:30 AM and ends at 9:30 PM. The girls are usually in bed by 8, then it's dishes, clean, prepare for the next day, make lunches and get ready for bed. I then sit on my butt and watch my favorite shws ( i have 4 ) and then its lights out. I need to find a way to fit it in and if it means getting up earlier, that's what I'm going to do.
I want to care about what I look like. I don't do my hair or makeup anymore. I used to never leave the house not looking my best but now I do the bare minimum. I want to lose the belly that I got during pregnancy. I want to get back to pre-pregnancy by June. That would be nice and it's only 17 pounds. Once I'm there, I'll make a new goal.
Those are my resolutions, we'll see if I get there. :)
Girls didn't make it to New Years last night. Karly fell asleep around 930 and Katie passed out around 1130. I went to bed with Karly and woke up just as Katie fell asleep.