Wednesday is my next growth scan. I want to know how big they are getting. 3 weeks is a long time to wait. I just saw them last week so I know they are fine and they kick regularly but I want to know they are gaining weight.
I'm really happy I have a set day to not work again. Next Friday is my last day and thats a good thing because I am sooo tired after 3. The last two hours are torture. I hate it. I found out who my replacement will be and it's a good one. She used to teach 7th grade but now will be with my 2-3 year olds. I think it's a funny switch, but to each their own. She seems really nice and my assistant likes her. I had originally thought my assistant would be taking over but I had to break the news to her that she won't be. It really really sucks.
I keep getting that "Are you coming back" question. In my heart I know I won't be coming back and that I will be a sahm, but my mind won't let me jinx anything by giving notice that I won't be coming back. If anything does go wrong, please God forbid that, I will need something to do. I've worked for 7 years to get the pay that I get and the position and relationships that I have and it's not easy to end that. So for the time being, even though I keep getting "You would come back after all you did to have them?", I am coming back after my 8 weeks. But I will be giving a months notice if I don't. What did boss say? "Fair Enough".