Yesterday I went for my last OB appointment and my last PERI appointment. It was kind of sad to leave and not make another appointment but I know that means I'm ready to have my babies. I'm still a little anxious but I'm good. Hubby and I went out to a very nice dinner last night, walked around the mall for about 5 minutes before we headed out. I have pre admission testing tomorrow morning and then I just have to wait for Monday. I wanted to experience the whole water breaking/labor thing but I'm thinking it's not going to happen. Hubby asked them to wait until Sunday night if they could't wait until Monday lol. I think sunday night would be perfect. Babies were active and are so chubby. I couldn't believe how much they looked like babies yesterday and I've been watching them closely for a long time. It just seemed so real yesterday.
I spoke to my boss yesterday about my coming back/not coming back and I told her that basically I need to wait until they are born because I keep yo-yoing back and forth between a love my job and the love I can imagine that I will have with my babies. I do want to work, but I want to be there to care for my babies, not everyone else's. She gave me a few scenarios (one really sounded good) and told me to wait until they are here and then let her know. That's fair I think.
I'm starving, so I'm closing.