Friday, July 11, 2008

Last Appointments...

Yesterday I went for my last OB appointment and my last PERI appointment. It was kind of sad to leave and not make another appointment but I know that means I'm ready to have my babies. I'm still a little anxious but I'm good. Hubby and I went out to a very nice dinner last night, walked around the mall for about 5 minutes before we headed out. I have pre admission testing tomorrow morning and then I just have to wait for Monday. I wanted to experience the whole water breaking/labor thing but I'm thinking it's not going to happen. Hubby asked them to wait until Sunday night if they could't wait until Monday lol. I think sunday night would be perfect. Babies were active and are so chubby. I couldn't believe how much they looked like babies yesterday and I've been watching them closely for a long time. It just seemed so real yesterday.

I spoke to my boss yesterday about my coming back/not coming back and I told her that basically I need to wait until they are born because I keep yo-yoing back and forth between a love my job and the love I can imagine that I will have with my babies. I do want to work, but I want to be there to care for my babies, not everyone else's. She gave me a few scenarios (one really sounded good) and told me to wait until they are here and then let her know. That's fair I think.

I'm starving, so I'm closing.

5 comments:

Tracy said...

That's nice of your boss to go with the flow with you.

Thanks for your comments in my blog. I asked my husband how much our dog's bag of food weighs this morning. He said 40 pounds. I said, now imagine having to carry that around (plus!) all day. Imagine getting out of bed with that on top of you, or rolling over in bed with that on top of you. NOW do you understand why I'm so tired??? I think he gets it now.

I have tried Tylenol PM. Sadly, it does not work for me. I still sleep like crap, but also feel groggy and cranky the next morning. I'll just have to suffer through...at least I do have good nights here and there, and lots of naps!

I'm so excited for you!!!

amy said...

You're so close!! Enjoy your weekend. Can't wait to see pics of your little ladies!

Amy
dancingwithinfertility.blogspot.com

Patty H. said...

Enjoy your last Friday before you become a MOM!!!

Souza Sisters said...

I can't believe you are going to meet your little girls on Monday!! Get some rest this weekend!! Can't wait to see pictures of your girls:)

Kristen said...

I absolutely cannot believe that this is your last weekend without your precious girls in your arms!! I remember that day...30 some weeks ago...when you posted your bfp...and now you are ready to become the mom you've dreamed of being.

I am just so excited for you!!!! Good luck, in case I don't get to wish you so before you go in on Monday!